I’ve thrown crazy ideas up against the wall like spaghetti over the past year, thinking of ways to fill my cup - searching for a missing link in my life I couldn’t quite explain, but knew existed.

I fostered puppies, took up flower arranging, contemplated flipping houses. Quite literally, threw everything at this empty feeling to try and fill it but the kitchen sink.

I don’t know where this journey will lead, but I decided I’ll never know if I don’t choose to jump into the chaos that is life and see where it takes me.